NO
it be okay. I hardly used it anymore anyway. does feel symbolic though since extratone was def borned on twitter
i was in potosi last week
you gotta take me for a ride like old times
OMG YOURE DRIVING AGAIN
my perfect spec golf gti... which I (and therefore mom also) just assumed significantly more debt on than even martin but it felt like it was supposed to be my final terrifying kick in the butt
lol yeeee
oh just the wreck of the car sittin thes
wut
damn....
3 years ago, today
im so sorry I made you listen to that lol
3 years ago
was a great shirt. rip
miss that shirt
3 years ago, today
living his best life
found this roach eating a burrito in kc lol
glad to see your in the car content hasn’t changed brand much ☠️😂
!! check txts
dude i have no idea so many fucking apps
lmao
3 years ago, today
3 years ago, today
😁
:(
pleaseeeee
no
still need to do that halloween costume
D:
austin powers lol
lemme seeeee
lol my current one isn’t much better.
3 years ago, today
lol
3 years ago, today
i get you
☠️😂
ohhhhh. you’re probably the only one who laughed but it still makes me crack up after all this time.
you have !! lol that’s why i laughed
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLiI5-v1HgmCY6A6kSffDoECPG6IXh6MoS
I can’t believe I’ve never shown you these.
i knew kill cops was in there somewhere
dub tapes kill cops is the original lol
thank you david 💚💜💚
omg baby <3
good morning my love
good morning baby.
LMAO. rebellion
baby
it’s okay. i love you.
sorry baby
don’t understand
i font understanding
ohhh. well quit it lmao
i just pushing buttons
“prediction master”
what’s the ball ?
okay...
baby :/. i did once.
so you don’t check my snaps but you check snap map ??? 😔
snap map
how’d you find that ?
omg lmao
me too ! it’s crossed off my list
I’m glad baby.
i’ve been waiting years for this i’m SO happy ! i feel like minced meat tho lmao
damn baby..
oh lmao okay
larsnose
nose ?
what a strange nose
no lmfao
drink alcohol!
hilarious
that’s hilary
i hope so
i love you too baby. i hope i get to see you tonight.
I love you very much my beautiful baby.
very bad
BAD
that was tame. you usually use your legs more
oh man that’s even worse than i though
i love them
cute!
i’m back btw but i don’t feel good
i adore YOU
very cool.
I love you too sweet toast.
love you 💜💜
beautiful baby <3
ty.
3 years ago, today
you need to answer me
very cool sweetie
very cute.
LMAO
oh
apollo
what did you screenshot ?
<3
4 years ago, today
4 years ago, today
okay baby.... and jesus!
coming now
oh baby... i love you. do you feel okay? are you coming now?
4 years ago, today
❤︎ ❤︎ ❤︎
you not sleeping ?
hehe <3
lmao
it’s terrifying
lol
i love itttt i’m aorrryyyy
i think daily mail is hilarious. i check it once every day
WHAT. baby don’t read the Daily Mail.
funny
read it
what.
😂😂
omg
best
beat
we’re the beat
1 year ago, today
omg
3 years ago, today
the lub each other
💜💜💜
my beautiful baby!
yeah somehow i did this pack very well. it hasn’t been that good for the last few packs 😭
omg.
I threw up.
1 year ago, today
1 year ago, today
1 year ago, today
1 year ago, today
those are mine
flashback from last year
you love it
lol
uh oh.
i’m wearing moms shirt lol i’m gonna turn into her
thank you haha it’s a parrot
u cute.
whuuut
it hurts me and makes me feel unwanted when you do this to me. and it's been so long on top of it.
3 years ago, today
1 year ago, today
lmao
i try
you.
who is that.
no not yet
cute!!!
what
omg baby.
<3 my favorite.
2 years ago, today
i love you sugar butt
i love you.
zUOU SO CUTE
is she making us break up ?
my phone is bad
sammich
AWWWW
yes!!!
awww <3
sorry
fantastic
too cute !
okayyy. i’m trusting you.
cannot Gran Turismo with ANY alcohol in my system, basically.
I have to be sober by 4 to participate in MY race anyway.
thank you baby. really.
okay.
don’t drink all of it
just happy drunk.
it’s okay m
yeah sorry for spam baby.
sounds really cool
kind man. poor man. advocate for south american working class amongst the most upper class sport of all time. fast boy genius. ultimate role model in all aspects of life.
I am honored that my existence overlapped his for two months.
huh cool
i’ll read that soon
THE ultimate racing hero
i pick good stuff
ayrton is THE Motorsport god.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ayrton_Senna?wprov=sfti1
you should be proud to be associated with senna
yeah probably not. but i’m glad i’m in the lead
apparently I shouldn’t be using that word. https://www.yourdictionary.com/shife
nooooo
short cutting ?
are you mad at rebellion ??
shife ass shit.
lots of short cutting
they battlin
what ?
of course baby. I think I’m gonna try to nap. everybody doin some shife as shit.
and thank youuuu
huh that’s really weird
what’s hilarious is that I cannot find a legal stream for this race even though it’s in the U.S.
but I can put a rebellion tribute on the door since my baby’s a fan
no it’s for bruno’s father
does it say rebellion ?
I put a tribute to senna on my car
fook*
cool
i win lol
ayrton senna was major class hero status.
he in the lead.
idk if I’ve ever told you about Ayrton Senna but his son races for rebellion
rebellion has a good lead!
just sent you link to the app.
tv ?
oh okay. is it somewhere i can easily check the stats without watching t
aston took the lead back over my smoke break.
hang on. i don’t know their numbers
damn that sucks. where’s rebellion at ?
aston lost the lead already lmao
indeed. DAILY
it was cute
Model A Ford!!!
thank youuuu
u so cute!!
MY BABY SO CUTE!!!!!! AAAAAA
hahaha kinda
exxxclusive
it’s cute. the matchbooks we give out for free and the matchboxes will be just for us. the match boxes are cute too
i’m glad sweetie.
i guess i could see that. i like em tho
cute except for the fucking “como”
💕💕💜
is that a gt player ??
david
you were right
wake up please
i love you. i miss you. please come with me today.
i want you.
lmaooo
h
h
unblock me
i was cute
I’ve seen him. I’ve pitied him. I’ve hated him.
2 years ago, today
can we do pizza today ?
i want you.
like. freezing.
you are perfect handsome boy. don’t forget that
finally home. i’m so cold without you
he’ll*
still there
look at how cute i am please
i’m still at the party
i played beer pong lmao
yes
oh cuz of the party
what do you mean ? cuz i’m drunk ?
do you feel younger again?
but still it’s weird
actually no i guess i’ve done house parties with katie
i’m at a house party for the first time in years
david
i miss you so much
this is so avoidable. why don’t you just give me location
but you don’t make that S thingy
so i assumed
it said H
yeah did you write that ?
brent.
burnt
what
oh man
david
david
david
david.
david.
victorian era english fucks must’ve been so cursed.
2 years ago, today
lol
right !!!
omgggggvw
rare!
my autocorrect was wild back in the day lmao
lol...
lmaoooo
i try 🥰
hehe. you are sexy!!!
LIT
tysm sweetest <3
okay babe. i’ll be home soon with the goods
ohhh i was just thinking sushi without meat then
okay
waaaah
and sushi isn’t cooked you dork. i had it for lunch cuz it’s light and non aggressive. was gonna bring you my leftovers
bags
i don’t have enough hands but i can try
if it’s cooked! otherwise probably a bad idea in this state. any chance you could grab pbr and hotdogs on the way home? :):):)
do you like sushi ?
need to eat and drink.
wanna slep when i get home ?
you never screenshot me ! just the cats lmao
<3
💜💜💜
my lovely <3 i think the color is amazing now!!!
2 years ago, today
I still love you.
baby that doesn’t look so bad!
whateverrrr
still sexy.
no lmao that’s the whole point. the mask ruins it.
sexy baby!
3 years ago, today
yup lol
you’re cute. so it was in the mail?
aw <3
i’m pacing myself lmao
i know lol
that’s 3 hours away!
lol
no. just been getting drunk until the sunset when we are gonna walk somewhere to watch it
are you bored?
lol
gmo free*
yeah there’s a nice breeze. i just used organic gmo vegan bug spray 😂
oh okay.
it’s not hot. it’s shaded by trees and a canopy someone brought and then the tent
are you gonna be outside in the heat all day?
love you sugar butt
love u baby.
should I come to your place?
okay.
i’m staying tonight leaving tomorrow
whatever you want
what should i do then david ?
I don’t want you to feel like you’re risking your relationship either :/ that’s not fair or healthy. I guess I need to be a big boy and have a healthy compartmentalized life.
i want to be with my friends but not at the expense of my relationship even if you’re just throwing a tantrum
but i’ll tell her happy birthday today
and all i’ll miss is tya’s part of it i think.
i’m not meagan david. you can’t treat me like i’m her. i’m a different person. and while there may be similarities i’m still not her. you have to give me the benefit of the doubt.
I want you to do what you want to do. I was just upset that what you wanted to do wasn’t with me. flashbacks to having to share meagan all the time. I’m sorry.
I don’t want you to miss out on anything.
are you sure??
look. i won’t leave til tomorrow. okay ? you can spend the night with me and tell me happy birthday at midnight but you have to let me leave the next day.
i don’t want you to be unhappy and I want you to have fun with your friends.
and threw a tantrum.
and I got too grumpy.
I’m sorry I was so mean :/ I just wanted to be with you on your birthday.
okay baby.
buy it for me
https://twitter.com/TransSalamander/status/1169413383709437952
i like it.
what.
but you can’t wake up long enough to spend 15 min with me. cool cool cool.
you took her driving.
a decent relationship. to not be talked to like you’re my parent. to be able to communicate our feelings without it immediately turning into an argument. to feel safe.
what do you want from me?
?
nice.
one of those things happened once and the other has never happened soooo obviously not what i’m referring to
no.
boundaries? like letting me work when I can and hang out with my only friend?
idk but i’m tired of fighting. like communication and boundaries might be a good place to start.
what do you mean “something”
or give up. but something has to happen
we need to work on it. both of us.
I want to be that baby :/
it is. you’re my partner. not my friend.
you are supposed to love me unconditionally and be my safe space and support me
oh wow that’s fair.
you don’t always. and you are held to a higher standard you’re my boyfriend
they treat me fine
not a lot if you compare it to how often i’m with you. begging for your attention at that.
and it’s not about how often you see them it’s about how they’re allowed to treat you. and I’m not.
just one? how many have you had???
i rarely even seen my friends david. can i please just have one weekend ?
I am! I don’t want to be mean. I just don’t want to be caught in the same situation I was with hawthorn. where the shitty friends get treated better than I do.
are you tho ? cuz instead of waking up and being sweet you immediately started tearing into me.
:( I’m sorry baby.
i wanted you to wake up and love on me.
you’re mean too!!
then why are you so mean sometimes david like it fucking hurts
well I want to be with you.
love is great and everything but i feel like we are tearing each other apart.
that is not enough tho.
because we love each other?
like why are we still doing this ?
are you even happy ?
i don’t know what to do.
i don’t know how to feel.
I’m sorry I missed your calls sweetie it wasn’t on purpose. and I DO love you.
I’m sitting right outside the smoking jail.
you cutie.
3 years ago, today
i wish you luck in your poopy endeavors ✨
no drinking. tryna find open station to poop and get red bull though
don’t get super drunk either. you have beer here
i will baby i promise
it’s okay just get neked and cuddle me when you get back. BE SAFE
D:
i’ll try
<3 okay baby stay safe.
i started it the other day. think i might go for a drive. i’ll take it with me in case i stop somewhere. i might go out tonight but probably not
you could also read my book.
yes please !
yup. and mom said I should deliver the olive bread to you at some point tonight if you want.
okaaaay
not tonight baby. :/ uberx will make way more money.
PANCAKES
you should do uber eats for a bit and let me ride with you ! and also get donuts
hahaha advertising for my bb.
no that’s great.
and maybe. i kinda want donuts
a lot lol. like 40-60 people. want me to take it down ?
how many people are gonna see your story of me dancing?? lol
yup. you should start playing Gran Turismo on your own account.
part of it. with idris elba ? i’m playing video games
mmm. Have you seen Luther?
i’m bored
i try 💜
you’re cute
can you just unblock my number.
i wanted to leave immediately and he replies fast
whatever dude.
l o l
i heart everyone’s posts david. and yes i will probably chill with him occasionally. i just needed to be somewhere i felt safe.
is you hanging out with wyatt and hearting his posts going to be a regular thing?
I would rather you come both nights but.
if it’s better for you that i come tonight i can try to make it work but i’ll probably leave tonight or early in the morning cuz work at 930
i. am. loyal.
no david. all i did was go to wyatt’s house and smoked and watched some alien documentary. he fell asleep halfway thru and i left. no touching besides a hug.
did u hook up with anybody yet.
ahhh i see
no I have to get up early the next day for court.
5pm
why
okay. I’ll have to get up early.
tomorrow i’m off at 3 so expect me around 5ish
alright sierra.
no, i was talking about changes that were asked for. and because my work schedule
why tomorrow and not tonight?
I made a lot more.
I’m not putting anything on you. we were talking about the changes we made for one another, yeah?
11112 Conway Rd Saint Louis MO 63131 United States
this is too much to text. i will come to st. louis tomorrow and we can talk or i can just call you today or tomorrow.
yes where you live changed and you have a different job but i didn’t do that to you. you slept at your job not me. you chose to come here and be with me rather than find a new job in kc. like i didn’t do those things to you. you can’t put that on me. i asked you maybe once or twice to drive to como to see me. the rest was your choice. did i enjoy your choice, yes. was it my idea, no.
no you didn’t. you’ve chosen to make promises that i didn’t ask of you this whole time and most of the time don’t even follow thru with it so idk why you keep saying these things to. that you’re gonna stop drinking that you’re gonna stop being friends with eryn etc. i didn’t ask you to do those things. you offered to and then didn’t.
that i needed to change things about myself and how i live my life. for you.
?
what does that have to do with anything v
got the same friends.
you still got the same job and live in the same place.
in order to be with you.
that i needed to change things about myself and how i live my life. for you.
my demands?
rationalizing your demands of me is where the effort is. not in the having other partners part.
i didn’t realize the monogamy thing was something you’ve had to continually expend effort on.
and i’m trying so hard to do the monogamy thing with you and to not give a shit you tried to cheat on me and ignore all the shit you say that you don’t follow thru with and this is what i get. like it doesn’t seem like a fair deal. i feel like i’ve changed so much for you even if you don’t see it.
i’m scared you just want me so you aren’t alone.
yeah. imagine how i feel. things were fine in my eyes. i was completely blindsided.
:(
you know i was taking a shower yesterday so i would feel comfortable fucking you and the whole day changes in a matter of minutes
I want your laugh and your teasing (most of it)
I want many more allergic nights with your cats and reality tv annoying the shit out of me.
I do give a shit about you. sierra. i want sierra not just anybody.
why ? just so you aren’t alone or because you actually give a shit about me ?
i mean... i don’t want to lose you. i’m attached. i’ll miss you terribly.
wow that makes me feel so good david.
because i have nothing to lose.
if i’m so ~*~cruel~*~ why would you want to stay ?
cuz the last person i had this turbulent of a relationship i was 19 and stupid not in therapy and not on meds
they were never as cruel.
no.
were you like this with megan ? hawthorne ? emily ? or is it just with me ?
well it’s worth it for me to keep trying but i’d understand if it’s not for you.
these haven’t just been fights or arguments tho david. we’ve now had multiple domestic violence incidents. this isn’t normal. and it’s not all you.
well then let’s do that from now on.
the day you went off with eryn.
you refused to do that same thing for me.
hug me!!!
then what should i do when you start to get like that ? because i usually just feel manipulated. and either point it out or shut down like i eventually did yesterday. it’s never enough for you when i just shut up and try to listen.
i don’t care who’s in the right when i’m crying.
you’re always more interested in pointing out how in the right you are than actually listening.
i was just flabbergasted
it wasn’t my intention but i’m sorry it came off as mean
i wasn’t trying to be mean*
i wasn’t mean david. you escalated something so tiny and i was trying to point it out to you. that the action did not warrant the reaction.
being mean
stopped what ?
but i would have stopped.
i’d make me fix the wall.
if you were me what would you do ? like put yourself in my shoes.
i’m sorry :(
i’m do
that’s what i usually do
i’m sorry. i’m shaking.
talk*
cu we obviously can’t y’all it out in the moment
okay.
or if i’m hurting you
just leave the if you’re mad
leave you before*
it does when you won’t stop.
hurt feelings =/= breaking shit
how do i know that ? am i just supposed to have a 3 strikes rule or do i love you before it gets to that. i have no idea what to do.
but u always hurt my feelings.
i’m sorry sierra. i won’t do it again.
i’d prefer you hit me over throwing bottles and fucking up my house.
why do you always try to break my things ? like it not only effects me but it effects the cats. what if they stepped in glass or something. or worse tried to eat/lick it
I am.
you look tired.
fuck yeah.
are you sure ?
I love you.
okay. good to know.
that was from before <3
1221
https://youtu.be/MgZoNI0VmdA
did you try to call again or was that from before ?
I’m not doing well.
I didn’t mean it. i don’t know... I don’t want to let you go.
you picked this.
I’m sorry I was like that... I will help repair your wall.
I don’t know. I love you and I’m going to miss you. and I don’t want to let you go.
why david ?
okay. when you can, then?
i’m not home.
will you call me?
i just don’t want you to be mean.
I also am sad about it being over.
idk. deodorant?
what stuff ?
my stuff?
david please please whatever this is can you just tell me so i can calm down ? i am freaking out.
cutie!!!
my texts aren’t going thru
i guess mennonites are the ones who don’t use tech
lmao
I miss you too. I really do. an amish girl wearing a fitbit rang me up on an ipad.
miss you bb..
please
I don’t think that’s a good idea either but I’ll play imessage pool with you if you want.
okay.. call ?
not tonight I’m sorry.
i think you should smoke a cig w me.
rider ?
will you come home in the morning ?
i really wanted to go to that derby.
i hope you make money bb. text me if you change your mind or gimme location if you change your mind.
i understand. i’m thinking about it too.
I don’t want to be mean but I’ll be thinking about this anyway.
not tonight.
will you see me at all ? or maybe give me location ?
I’m going to be working tonight.
where are you ?
okay. are you coming back at all ?
no thank you
do you want me to grab it ?’
really ?
nvm I left it at bandana;s
did I leave my debit card in the downstairs chair at your house?
i know david. and if you come back i don’t want it to be cuz i talked you into it. i want you to have time to think. without me in your ear.
I don’t want to be mean, but I’m at my most vulnerable point right now, ya know?
please try to have a good day david. i’m here when you want to talk to me. i love you.
that is so hard for me but i will try for you.
I guess? I don’t know.
yeah but i’ve been bothering you. i guess i’m mostly asking if you want me to leave you alone ?
what do you think I’ve been doing?
would it be unreasonable to ask you to take at least part of this day to think about where we are going/what you are wanting and i’ll leave you alone so you can think without me talking and then we can talk about it later ?
I know you do.
i try to be sweet
I am very sweet when confronted with sweet.
I’m just too sensitive to that stuff right now. I don’t even know if it’s your fault.
i’m scared. what can i do to redeem a little bit of myself to you ?
i am so sorry david.
neither do i.
I don’t feel okay about last night.
fuck. i was also on the adderall.
i am so full of anxiety.
are you okay ?
i’ve been trying to be better about listening. i was doing better.
I keep telling you that it’s not the stuff *you* think is crazy that bothers me. it’s that there’s no reason for me to be in the conversation.
nvm i found them. shit.
you have my meds.....
please say something
as*
no one gets me a riled up as you and idk why.
not being able to contain it is on me. that’s another of my problems i have to work on.
also, it didn’t ?
i’m sorry i kept talking too. i was just angry. i’m not good at containing it once it’s out.
that didn’t bother me.
i freaked out.
i’m sorry. i shouldn’t have followed you.
?
david. please.
this is my new look
u look so cool!
i tried to send that earlier this afternoon :(
the black is FINE
babe
😂😂😂
<3!
I love you too.
i love you !!
waaaaah
no.
do the boy one too
what.
do the otger one
PRECIOUS
you're so cute !!!!
AHHHH SO CUTE
whoooaa
I know!!!
right
damn that’s a big bit h.
lmaoooo
I LOVE YOY
ALSO YOY
YOU
I LOVE YOY
HOOOOOONK
i try 💜
you’re so cute.
CUTIE
Thank you for giving them to me <3
i love you and i love that you wear my sunglasses 💜💜💜
no you. i fuuucking love youuuuu
you’re the sweetest.
<3
you would be soooo good at it !!
we HAVE to play it then
.....
I don’t know how that game works but lol
yes but it will probably look v bad cuz android
I want to keep it forever and post it.
can you send me the video file of that snap?
OMG
I am so fucking lucky you feel that way because YOU are!!!
you are perfect 💜
:)
so close to getting to see you 💜
you're still amazing bb
nope it broke again lol
yayayayay !!! my bb fixes problems 💜
I finally solved one backup issue lol
ditto sweetest <3 <3
i can't wait to see you baby
okay :)
i have a fire safety community event today so i'll let you know if you should meet me there or at the office or just wait
okay babe. and before all that you can come see my office and maybe i'll try to get some work done
that sounds wonderful <3
i dont care at all baby ! but maybe we can take a bath together if you wanna and then do some sexin and then some tv/sleeping ? i want you to take melatonin tonight and i want us to sleep cuz i'm gonna try to get up and get ready for work when you get up to leave 💜
<3!!! I might be smelly.
i am gonna cuddle you so hard you precious boy 💜
oh just work stuff. but it’s easier because I know I’m coming back to you <3
baby everything is okay
why baby ?
also sweet but I kinda want to die now.
it is. and she is glad you're alive
that’s sweet.
and she didn't tell my dad any details so all he knows is we split up and then got back together again lmao
she's wary, which is understandable but she wants you to know you're still welcome over and that she trusts us to make the best decision for ourselves
i talked to my mom
btw
hahaha you're the master of breaking things
it’s just a LOT of really tedious data hehe. I’m just impressed it broke one of the most reliable benchmarking tools of all time.
hooooooly shit idk what that means but it doesn't look good 😣
this is a video of Performance Monitor breaking lol
the server logged 6GB of text since I started it when you were playing video games...
thank you babe
I sent it on telegram!
did i take you to rose ?
fair enough. and i know he does. and i've been actively pushing him away like a jerk. i'll get it together soon.
jack really misses you.
give me a little while and the opportunity will come.
ha ! yeah me too. might take you up on the offer just to see. science and all the jazz.
wish it could be made better by you beating me up.
it's fineeee. i'll liveeee. people hurt people, accidentally or otherwise, and the world keeps turning.
I’m sorry. that sucks. :/
I don’t want to be a scar.
it's true but ignore me. i'm just unbelievably and spitefully sober after weeks of binging and feeeeeeling it.
:/
that’s good.
no more tin can noises
i think it's fine now actually. took it mudding essentially and think there was just mud stuck in the breaks
you broke the prius!?
i think i broke the prius 😣
lol
bogans lol.
welp. idk what to tell ya. and i was off today.
:/ I don’t want you to feel like that. but I’m glad you’re okay. how’s your angel job?
i'm fine david. come back when you feel like it.
I hope you aren’t hurting.
i had a feeling you had lmao
yes i’ve seen it before...
tryin to make ya proud haha
:) :)
righttty !!
OH MY GOD THOSE EARS
okay good !
yup. I’m just poopin
you okay ?
<3
lol
that was the last time i ever saw my dad. the kid one.
omg... couldn’t be any cuter.
same.
those eyyyyeeeesss
god damn.
💜
you're probably right about that haha
lol I’m glad you like it <3 it was good, I just don’t think it’s aged very well
lmao windows 7 is LITERALLY MY FAVORITE ! my personal laptop has a fake windows 7 plug in to keep it there foreverrrrr
Windows 7... you poor thing.
hehe. is your computer bad?
hahahaha i know it's terrible but i almost love it for it. it's so honest
we need to find you a better desk.
bahaha i have a lamp !
get a lamp!!!
i am hahaha headed home to grab things then walmart then back to the office !
omg! :) I hope you’re having fun.
<3
i think he knows exxxaaaaccctly what he wants
no lmao i look like actual death
AND YOU’RE FUCKING CUTE.
he took out my trash too ! two birds one stone !
PLEASE ! i just want ramen it's not that hard 😭
I’LL FUCKING FIGHT HIM.
he's being mean so i have to be patient 😭😭
EAT!!!
it really is but i'm making sterling bring me soup cuz i think i might die and all i want is spicy ramen
bad sick day thing. :/
we are sooo boring and cute hahaha
LOL <3
hehe
get it
lol
LET JACKSON PEE !!!
oh my god 😍😍
WE are !!! 💋💋
NO YOU ARe!!!
😂 shudduppp you're way cuter 💜
I’m so sorry. that was definitely me though. the crashed version.
it crashed. RIP me. it was so perfect. god damnit.
no YOU !
hehe.
home and time to sims now lol
:)
💜💜💜
i'll reinvite you on a sunday ! that's our usual day
I would very much like to hang out with your family though.
I don’t think there’s any way I can make it that early I’m sorry :/
if you wanna actually come wednesday, we are doing family dinner and you've officially been invited by my dad and siblings. my moms outta town. it'd be at 530 tho so idk how well that'd work for you
stealing food cuz i'm fpr all intents and purposes poor
nooo YOU AREEEEE
💜💜
you’re so cute i love that.
hopefully she can handle the overflow of memes 😂😂 bout to make us on sims cuz i'm a dork and don't feel like playing pvz
<3 that’s cute. she’s great
abby added me on fb lol
honestly i think so too
d'aww 💜💜💜💜💜💜
um i doubt it I think we’re just both weird enough to be perfect for each other.
bout to be you
<3
oh i'm gonna make it
they’re passable. I think you could make it but it’ll probably take longer than usual. it’s up to you.
i'm glad you made it tho
what about the rest of the roads
we made it home. our road’s not too bad.
😂😂
same.
she's very indecisive lmfao
<3
well my brain says you are ceeeeeuuuute. and Sexy As Heck.
noooo i'm nooooot
FUCK you’re cute.
okay good to know
well it’s stopped here.
:/
also i'm def gonna die
go hooooome
we’ll just pretend it’s a blimp.
lol.......
i am your baby 💋😍😙
you can be my baby.
let's just do lots of the making babies action without the babies and be ridiculously sweet to eachother
oh I won’t. I am too.
i'm scared for my vagina
please don't
hahaha lock me down
my body is screaming at me to make babies with you.
indeed.
fucking*
you wish it eas adderall you little fucker adorable tweaker
😂😂😂😂
or adderall.
it’s actually just a bag of potatoes.
ahhhhhhh *kicks baby*
terrifying.
there we go
aww
it was a frolicking one
scary
noooo lmfao
i lost it lmao nvm
so we can have children?
so we can do this
but you neeeeed to
NO.
bahahah do your wooooork bb
I can’t do any more work today because I’m thinkin bout you.
I NEED A CAR.
💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG.
lol
i loooove these
just gotta be different
LOL
I have no idea. because I’m a idiot.
bahahaha whyyyyy do you use the beta ?
<3 my app is breaking it’s great lol
<3
but we are gonna be laid up like this if it's the last thing i do
basically lmfao
“You CAN’T.” “She’s NOT GOING TO MAKE IT.”
yeah it’s funny how adamant everybody loves to be about weather
you're so cuuuuuuuute
yup everyone who has heard me talking aboit coming to see you has sent me pics of it or mentioned it
apparently there’s a really big accident on I-70.
i'm still gonna make it ever if i gotta wait til the snow stops
that’s dumb.
nope. just stop people
jesus!!!! wouldn’t it be more productive for them to help clear it.
i wanna eat alllll the food. maybe we could order in. also apparently cops are blockimg people from getting on i70 soooo i'm gonna have to find a way around
I would be content to snuggle and watch hulu on our gargantuan 4k TV but if you want to go out I won’t object.
idk wtf we can do today but we will figure it out
!!! :) :)
yes pleaseeeee
will you come to a jazz show with me when I finally get paid? it’s the best date imo
that is so sweet. I melted.
you really are my favorite
wiff muh bb
<3 livin the dream.
from one end to the other. let's doooo itttttt
actually so we can wagon fuck all over missouri.
yesss ! please give me a loan so i can wagon fuck this purty gal in columbia
;) you’re the best. I’m going to include that in the conversation when I’m asking for an auto loan.
pleeeeease bother me to death with kisses and wagon fuck meeee
and we can w a g o n f u c k
I can’t wait to get a car so I can bother you to death with kisses.
that's how hou make me feel
i'm so excited to snuggle you too i neeeeed more you in my lifeeee you're my favorite
I am so fucking excited to snuggle you.
NO. you’re gonna be fine. the roads will be plowed and jesus shall be with you.
it was so nice knowing you lol
there's so many wreccckkksss i'm gonna die
bwhaha no i'll just shower here. but i mean we could shower again once i'm there if youd like
i feel ya. we can shower together but it’ll be cramped and fast lol
i need to shower tooooo but lmao well it's good to know i can be saved. i miss my jeep.
i definitely need to shower but we should be home by 5:30. and jack would LOVE to tow you with his jeep if you get stuck lol
also i have zero work now so i could leave whenever in theory
it's snowing so baaaad but i wanna come anywaaaays
and 💜😘💋
it's a very cute very small pup and all she wants is to eat my hair off so i obliged
also, PUPPO.
I’m honored. and horned.
MMMMMMMMM
and my selfie stick for the first time
i used my finishing move today since it's valentines dayyyy
😍😍
i want to david.
oh you don’t have to!!!!! but you did!!! and <3. it’s just dumb stuff that doesn’t warrant attention at all.
idk about xmas and birthday tho but i tried to make your birthday good
but i adoreeee you. you're my Valentine. stop it. i'm gonna treat you tomorrow
rough. along with christmas and my birthday.
I’ve been trying to for years!!!! it’s invincible. Valentine’s day is always a little
hahaha babies can suck sometimes. always just remind of my brother. but they can be veryyyyyy cute. and fair. dont ruin your liver before i see youuuuuu
I plan to be drunk for the rest of my life. they’re all so yooooung. just babies.
you
but that 1 hr of sleep pushed me into hypomania so i still thanked him. lol bb why you so druuuunk. and thats nice of yiy
too drunk to Use The Phone
lol*
yeaol
I have been talking to a few young women on Tinder, but it’s just been encouraging them
accident ?
yeah no and i got like an hr of sleep because of it. not worth itttttt
that doesn’t sound fun I’m sorry :/
and thank you bbbbbbbbbbbb 😍😘😍😘😍
well. i fucked this dude i've historically been very mean to and use to constantly tell him to come to my house amd not touch me or talk to me just cuz i was lonely and wanted someone around and i am actively mean to him but for some reason he likes me but it was bad and boring and neither one of us came so it was barely sex and i was basically asleep but i pitied him cuz i know i'm the only person whose fucked him in 2 years so wah wah sierra is the sex martyr forever and always
ARE. sorry, I’ve never been good with tenses. I want you to be honest with me but ignore me if I act in a way that isn’t constructive. also, CUTIE!!!!
okay. so should i be honest with you right now or are you just saying that but not actually ready ? and also i juat want you to like me amd experience me amd vice versa but also i care about how you feel. a lot. please dont5be tpo hard on yourself tho. it's like deeeeeep social conditioning. and "were" ?
I like you as you are.
and it’s important that they stay healthy. which means live your life girl!!!!!
also I felt like my feelings about you were the healthiest I’ve ever had, so they’ll important to me.
you are wonderful and I want you to enjoy yourself. I also want you to feel like you can tell me anything.
I’m sorry you got stood up :/ I only mentioned it because 100% honesty is probably a good idea given my low emotional intelligence atm. I do not actually need you to prove anything to me or expect anything but what you want of me. I was just disappointed in myself.
i'm so so into you david. i think i'm happy i made you feel something but please don't doubt that.
i definitely was deleting and revising that a bit buuuuit slipped and hit send sooo... there it is lmao in it's imperfect glory
that as a big deal. if it makes you*
it is true. i adore you and you excite me. and i'm sorry. i just want to be honest with you and like i've been poly for years so i don't even think about things like ta if it makes you feel any better i got stood up for a platonic date tonight.
NOT TRUE. I got upset for no reason when you asked about sleeping with other people and I’m not sure what it means. being upset is nice though.
you're exciting
!!! that’s exciting!!
just got outta my interview. went a lil full communist when they asked me why people are poor buuuuuut i think they liked it haha. fingers crossed. and i'm sooo happy customers like you ! at the end of the day that's what matters because you keep business coming back with your likeable characteristics ! and i love it and i stole it
1 second per day for the past 10 days.
:) the only reason I think my boss has kept me has been the response of his customers, who think I’m a considerate, pleasant idiot with perseverance. (boss hates it but *I* think it should be the New Order for IT people.)
yeah and youre helping relieve that good on you david !! 😙
nothing exciting. just fixing backups and network access. all this stuff causes anxiety for users though.
oh yeah ? tell me about it ? 😁
I’ve actually helped people today, so I’m happt
bahaha good
nah. I don’t get creeped out.
don't lie. it's creepy as shit but i love it haha
awww. that’s sweet. <3
btw the cheesy shit i did was put this widget on my phone that cycles thru pictures of you i've stolen
fair enough..
probably not.
also. great timing i have. buuut am i supposed to tell you if i sleep w someone
💕💕 i just checked the weather and it's supposed to be ridiculously snowy lmfao i might get stuck there
you are great to look forward to.
this is why i like you. and makes sense. i'm patient and dig this waiting right now anyways
that’s sweet!!!
not really. I feel like I should probably get at least one paycheck.
also i think i successfully pushed myself into hypomania just in time to see you
this is truuuu. got an estimate for how soon soon is ?
yes it does. and soon I will have a car!!!
same same same 💕 ughhh i wish you weren't so far but this anticipation thing feels niiiiice
that’s okay!!! i’m excited though
i get to seee youuuu tomorrowwww 😍 i prob wont get into town til late cuz i dont even get back to columbia til like 7-715ish
💋💋💋💋
remind me to show the cheesiest shit i've ever done on friday if i don't freak myself out and delete it
haha welp too bad so sad. i'll be waitingggg
Okay I’ll make one. I don’t remember and don’t actually care it was just something my friend complained about all the time.
from whereeee ? they're cute so idc
plus yeah they did sorta steal it.
and other people too.
no it just scared me!!!!
but i know you're ~~too cool~~
you need a bitmoji so i can send you an annoying amount of us
😂😂
JESUS lol
exciting. dangerous.
bahaha i mean... i'll take either
oh yeah. but with a hug, not a chokehold.
now ya gotta keep me ! lmao
I can say that about you too! more comfortably so than ever, which has been encouraging.
i'm the worstttt. but i love that you are conscious of that and are maybe actively trying to not do it. i can atleast assure you that all my pleasant feelings for you come from my time being around you and genuinely wanting to know and experience more.
better than dreams though because the idealized roles we construct for partners is almost always counterproductive in my experience.
💜💜💜
um you betta believe you are.
except i'm a cat and it's a prius and it's probably not gonna be "of your dreams" 😂
you're a dork. i have an interview with that job tomorrow and i'm very excited about it and i rarely get excited over work and it's a non profit so i get to disappoint my family at the same time so DOUBLE FUCKING WHAMMY
I will still play with you!! and honestly I’ll probably check in a lot more often for as long as the game is still up... and undoubtedly, I’ll financially support the group of nerds who eventually makes our own server and brings it back up lol
dooooo itttttttt. i got good moosic. and lmao so basically yes. and whyyyyy i didn't even get it yetttttt
I like this a lot! I’m gonna listen to the whole album.
might be... probably for the last time in a while though. I’ve mostly just been hanging out and talking to streamers lately.
https://youtu.be/QqCfPwCBY7Y
haha hopefully i can be a breath of fresh air. aaaand you're a dork. are you playing now ? that'd be the perfect like "you're still doing the same shit" google shade
speaking of which, Google just informed me that eight years ago I was... playing Star Trek Online lol
aaaaaa!!!!! :) I definitely need some Sierra time. the tech dudes wear pretty hard.
but mostly can't wait to see youuuu 😜
can't wait to seeeeee 💕
we can listen for them. it’s pretty quiet otherwise. Jackson’s little house is very adorable.
haha i'm sure you're very pleased. hope i hear some when i come !
there is lots of train honking in KC at night.
you're welcome sweet boy 💜
it was incredible. thank you!!
oh yeah. that jazzy guitar with that bass. it's a beautiful combo
whoa. I’m definitely gonna need my headphones for this one.
lmfaoooo listen to go fuck yourself by two feet
I have had a Metallica song stuck in my head for a week and I want to die.
FUCK YOU’RE SWEET.
i want all the pictures of you idcidcidcidc
the you makes you really sexy but the headset doesn't hurt 😜😜
the headset makes me real sexy.
bahahaha i'll be waiting
I’m gonna buy a diesel Jetta wagon and then you will not be able to escape
i'll try my hardest. even tho you're far
purely selfish. you have to stay around for me.
i know.. you love me alive 😉
I want you here.
option. lmao. i need a change. so badly. or i'm actually going to kill myself. but thank you bb
I’m glad you have options!!! :)
but idk. i'll have more info tomorrow
true. i think this job still involves kids tho. so that's good
well you can always work with kids again if you feel the need.
and i atleast probably won't get beat up anymore
exhausting myself on others is where i get my tiny bit of will to live. i need it.
that sounds pretty fucking ace. it also sounds completely exhausting.
it's a position at the community resources center. i'm not sure of the job specifics and that's why we are having a meeting before having an actual interview (the boss is my moms friend/client sooo i'm succumbing to nepotism but whatever i have to eat and be sane) but from what i understand they help families in need figure out what resources are available within the community to help them succeed and lift some of the weight from socioeconomic burden
:/ I bet every one of them would rather you leave a toxic situation. what is it?
but my job made me cry twice today and made me so angry i was worried i qould explode and nothing is worth me feeling this way anymore even tho i'll hate myself a lot for leaving my kids. but this job is more engrained in the community and pays more so i'll still be helping people
well. a meeting.
ooooo
i have an interview tomorrow
💜💜💜
don’t! as long as we’re together we’ll figure something out.
or i'll just spend the next few days overthinking it
d'awww 😍😍 idk shit about kc tho so you're gonna have to help me
we are both here for each other!!!
that's what i'm here for 💜
that sounds really good. like... *actually* good.
i'll take you on a daaaaate whatever that means
the sun is starting to come out, yes. and right lmfao. it snuck up on the world
I forgot about valentine’s day. fuck.
I feel. is it pretty there? because if it’s not, it’s about to be.
hahaha have fuuuuun. im about tp punch the recptionist over something so small so that's how my days going. emotion disregulation is fuuuuuuun
I’ll be okay but I’m going to lunch with my boss *and* going to a bar “meeting” with him afterwards. so yeah.
fair enough. don't die. i like ya
no tbh I’d probably just buy more of that.
lmfao you'll get paid. adderall not doing it for you anymore ?
yeah if I ever actually get paid i’m probably gonna consider it too.
whoops 😦
cuz i'm a ~stranger~ and same. pretending i'm not by chugging coffee and eating granola bars. been seriously considering cocaine these last few days
thank you. just tired.
idk I vaguely remember what it was like to understand why that would be weird but not really.
still cute thooo
and you're welllcomeeee
too late sent the request
i have to add him to see it is that weird lmfao ?
this is how I’m doing today, apparently.
thank you for still sending me a pic <333
can't wait to kiss your facr, goodnight !
i knew i liked you for a reason 💕
I can’t think of a better way out.
let's do it
also
i love it ! gotta meet this cool guy
kinda scrappy lookin face because he was a stray for a long time. with a tooth that hangs out all the time.
his name is sully and he’s the sweetest.
cuuuuute kit catttttt
i dig it 💕
https://runchildrun.bandcamp.com/track/hungry
sounds like you did your part.
yeah it made me feel bad but whatever. i wanted to meet her. i tried.
:/ I really hate that.
it wasn't that bad other than feeling like i made her girlfriend feel like she couldn't hang out with us cuz we talked about work shit a lot and like how fucked up my life is and after feeding me she left to hide in their room like 30 min in to a 4 hour long hangout 😣
:/ I’m sorry. that’s no good.
but nothing else lmao i have slowly devolved throughout the day and now humans wanna force me to see them and i wanna die
the pink is cute.
sorry I’m using the Beta version of snapchat because I’m super cool and my expertise is highly sought after by very powerful people. (but the app messes up a lot.)
don't make that your office you will die
that's creeeeeepy
I keep trying to get them to make it my office.
the building was originally a bank built in 1914 so it’s got a safe.
lol i'm also dirty. twinnnnssss
I’m dirty as usual. and was also late
u cute.
beautiful