For Edna
— Jacqueline Winter Thomas
An imperative, after waking gradually
A dream, walking in wheat fields,
touching all waters—oak and hull
Then the world hangs in the hull of your white
dress, heavy with sand
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In thought / the ocean
You walked / the infinite recesses
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If the moon rotates copper and silver
again, you know:
Your eyes are small suns affixed
to the point of the farthest seeable
You will begin to forget that ever night was—
When you cried, if you cried
it was the strange lilt of another voice
The years that are gone seem like dreams
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Your marriage / small wood ship
Your life / blue glass bottle
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In the barrel of the wave, some things shatter
In the ocean’s ache, some things turn
for years and return to shore, perfectly hardened
To be held in the palm of a hand
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I imagine your pigeon house years later—
rotted cedar, and still, the small thread lines
on which you hung sea-flowers
Someone will turn the spiral shells
you left above the doorway into a necklace
Someone will drink from your pitcher
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I thought when you said algae you meant spaces
When you said seaweed you meant to be
and not be watched
But even then, there is something in us all
to be collected
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Who were you then? Before the waving grass /
the water lines / purple haze?
When the tide comes in, only the first drafts of sand
move to meet it
Below: whole ecologies
Perhaps you dreamt them for years
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Is this your longing—to step out, finally
into the water—to dissolve
in all directions
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