Terrible Bodies
— Ina Cariño
1.
we began in soil mountain-
roughed soursop-smeared.
candles in the cabinets—
matches plastic-wrapped
for when typhoons bring dank.
we feed ourselves luxury—
lard slopping out of tin cans.
so no room for mimicries—
history: its invasions: perverted
repetitions death marches
hill stations conquistadors.
& we watch the sun come up
think it’s down in reverse. news
of terrible brown bodies
shunted. this wish:
that the world’s full blossoming
might unhinge such absurd thievery.
2.
to be other is to read badly-
drawn maps.
our brown breasts want
for thrum—
for curve of rib
to hum
with a revolutionary’s
love song.
3.
oh how the milk-stained
hush. remind them
of Dogtown, USA:
los Indios Bravos forced
into false homes replicas. made
to eat mutt
be mutt spit-
snarl muzzled that fascist gag.
remember—marrow
nourishes best coaxed
from familiar crevice—
sweet bone. tender
on the tongue—
our own canine muscles.
bitten inner cheek. in this way
we taste ourselves.
4.
taste mother taste father bitter
as herbs from a bastard country.
do not bend. be as narra heartwood
culled for its burl. be as fissured nib—
ink your terrible body onto paper:
that whitest of worlds.
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